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You only loved me when I was heartbroken...

Wed, 06 Aug 2008 19:45:39 GMT

now that I've healed you just want to break me again.

I don't know...

Sat, 10 May 2008 03:18:28 GMT

Seems like any kind of blogging by anybody goes majorly un-noticed these days.

I remember two years ago, when I could get 20 comments on a post with some meaning behind it. Now I'm lucky if I get even one.

Everybody and their mother and her dog has a blog now, and nobody seems to care any more. It's not a socialization tool. I've got a phone for that.

Call me.

Too many people...

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 20:13:20 GMT

Too many people know about this and who I am for me to to write here like I used to.

Too many people who would know what I was really talking about.

Too many people that might bring it up later.

IN OTHER NEWS:

I'm thinkin' Arby's.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Tue, 29 Apr 2008 01:59:34 GMT

I AM FOOLISH, HEAR ME ROAR!

That went well...

Mon, 21 Apr 2008 02:13:40 GMT

Most of you don't know, but I played a 'zombie outbreak' game on saturday night. If you don't know what that is, it's like 'Infection' (Or 'Save One Bullet' for you Halo players) except with nerf guns.

The Infected have to tackle the non-infected to infect them.

There were over 100 people in attendance, and I got my ass tackled to the ground so bad all my shit went flying everywhere. Then I tackled some guy on the pavement and messed up my elbow again. And now I'm so sore from running around for 2 hours, I feel like a bus ran over me.

But it was worth it. Tons of fun.

Whoops...

Thu, 10 Apr 2008 01:06:57 GMT

I got lonely again.

Lonely and depressed. And I was doing so well, too.

IN OTHER NEWS:

Got a raise at work, and things in that realm are progressing nicely.

Once again...

Sun, 30 Mar 2008 17:02:18 GMT

Here we are, not even a month later, and my phone broke again.

Hopefully, it's covered under warranty this time.

So, if you want me to call you now, or ever again, give me your phone number.

IN OTHER NEWS:

Had a gig last night at 'The Guest House' here in Grand Rapids with The Eschelons. Ran out of seats in the place. Those old geezers know how to rock old school.

Monday, March 10, 2008

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 16:01:40 GMT

Selling my 360 today to pay for my bills.

*sigh*

IN OTHER NEWS:

Who knows what March 14 is?

I feel speshul.

Wed, 05 Mar 2008 03:43:45 GMT

Well, I feel like life is making a special effort just to drive me totally fucking insane.

My insurance will replace my phone. With a $50 dollar deductible. My phone bill came, and I paid it with my paycheck today. Which is now gone. I'm back to completely broke, selling my video games for gas money because they're the only thing I own that is worth anything.

And then my car insurance bill comes. And it's 45 bucks higher than I expect it to be. Larger than my weekly paycheck, in fact. And due in less than two weeks. Awesome.

And on my way down the stairs, I remember. "God fucking dammit, I forgot to make my student loan payment this month."

So there goes what little money I had left in my bank account, too. And I still have that god forsaken car insurance hanging over my head, and a credit card bill somewhere in the mail system waiting to strike when I'm most vulnerable.

Thanks life, for throwing that at me just when I thought I was doing pretty good. I really appreciate it.

Hey, next time, would you mind spicing it up a bit? Maybe something with wild animals instead of all this financial stuff? As funny as my phone taking a swan dive into my refreshing beverage was, I think a rabid raccoon would probably top it. Or hobos? People laugh at hobos.

IN OTHER NEWS:

They're shipping my new phone overnight.

My phone committed suicide.

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 04:16:54 GMT

No joke.

It vibrated itself off a coffee table right into my glass of water while I was sleeping.

It's death rattle woke me up.

Funny, yes.

Convenient? No.